...My Dear Mysteriozo...

Please sing:

"What is this I'm feeling? I just can't explain.
When you're near, I'm not just the same.
I've tried to hide it, tried not to show it.
It's crazy.... How coud it be.....

I'm fallin' for you..... Finally, my heart
gave in and I'm fallin' in love......
I've finally know, how it feels, so this
is LOVE.....

Is this really love, or maybe just an admiration? I really can't explain what I truly feel for you. You are so mysterious, and I don't know why you're like that. There's something in you that I'm really urious about. Who really are you? Why are you so significant into my life?
Oh, my dear mysteriozo.... Why are you so silent? Sometimes you are a litte bit "corny" but still your silence overshadows your "cornyness". The way you act is so unpredictable. I don't know how to mingle with you becuse you are such a moody person. There are times that you feel like hanging-out with your friends but there are also times that you just sit down to anyone's chair, deeply thinking onto something or probably to someone. I thought I already know a lot about you but I realized that those facts are just twenty-five percent from the real you.
Yes, I admit. I fell in love with you but it was before again, BEFORE. I kept on pretending to myselfthat I have already lasted my feelings for you just because of my insecurities with the other girls who are linked to you. No doubt, those girls are really presentable and oh, so beautiful! To think, you are a very lucky person. Want to know why? Haven't you noticed that girls are the ones who make moves just to be close to you and yet you just ignore them? Oh........ you are so numb, dude!
I'm just wondering why we don't talk to much. You just talk to me whenever you needed or ask something. I thought we're friends. You know what, even just one glance from you, I am already very happy. I really can't explain what I truly feel for now. I am so confused. It is some kind of a..... "50-50" situation. One side of my heart is telling me that, "I really like you Mr. Mysteriozo!", but the other side is telling me that, "No, stop it! Don't mind your feelings. Forget about him because if you'll continue that, you might get hurt until the end."
Can I ask a favor from you? Please? It's just very simple. I just would like you to help me forget about you. I am already very tired. I'm sick of this feeling! I don't want to continue this anymore. For now, I feel like I'm very hopeless. Will you help me?
Until now, I still keep on denying my feelings for you because I'm afraid that if you'll know someday what I truly feel, our friendship wwould be broken. That's why, eventhough it hurts, I have to control this and make it to a point that this feelings of mine should not go beyond admiration.